You are in a Faith Walk
Every day, every moment, you are living out some form of faith. This life is about exploration and expansion. Enjoy it. Find peace and pleasure where you are. Remember you are just in a "middle". The middle as in, you're not where you were, and you're not where you want to be; you are just in the middle. Don't rush though. Cause when you reach where you want to go. There will be a new middle waiting for you. That's life. A series of finding your way through "middle's" by way of faith.